Myself in the hood. 

Butt Plug Endurance: The Continuing Saga

10:41 here, and I'm plugged. I have some plans to mod a hood from TwistMyRubberArm to add eyeholes. I have also managed to find a canadian distributor for 4d latex, going to call about that tomorrow morning. I started a thread over on the IAR, about plugging endurance which is a worthwhile read. Trying to improve my time:P

A thought...

I just had an interesting thought. I wonder how wet-plate collodion photography would work with latex? Photographing a fetish model in the woods, in latex, using that process. As can be seen here, the wet-plate collodion process produces very convincing images of the past. Isn't it an interesting thought? A victorian rubberist? The model could even wear this. That is something that has real potential.

Last night was something of a success. Three hours plugged! By the end, I did get a little sore. But other than that it went well.

Butt Plugs

There's an old rubberist standby: Endurance. We want to be in rubber all the time, the more the better. A side topic of that, is endurance with a butt plug. That's what I'm working on right now. It takes time for your anus to adjust to having something penetrating it for hours on end. I would like to experience the kinky delight of wearing something utterly taboo in public, with no one knowing about it. It just takes nerve, which up till now I really haven't had.

Yes, I am plugged as I type this. It's an odd sensation, really. It's been some time since I've done much anal play, and this is the only size of butt plug that I have. Being out of practice, it's a little bit big for me. So as it slides in, there's a certain slight bit of pain until the muscle relaxes enough for it to go in. It's a stretch, deffinitely. Once it's in... The sensation really is remarkable. You are stretched and filled at once. It reminds me of an inflatable butt plug that I used to have. I was able to go pretty far with that, in terms of girth that was inside me. It would actually feel like my thighs where being pushed wider apart. In some ways, I imagine that is how a woman might feel giving birth, if pain wheren't involved. Your body shifting and moving to accodomate what's inside you. Either way, I find the sensation terribly erotic.

In truth, I'm a penetration nut. I will admit, unabashedly, to loving having things inside me. It just feels so wonderful, to have your body almost violated like that. As though you give possession of yourself over to whatever is inside you. You allow it to experience your body as only you experience it. Of course, I'm anthropomorphizing here. A butt plug doesn't feel anything, I'm the one doing the feeling. That's a rational thing, though, and emotions know little rationality.

On a different topic, I have, of late, been speaking with a certain girl online. She is kinky too, though perhaps not quite as kinky as I. I hear what Nova and Atticus(FetishFlame) have, and I dearly hope that I can develop that with my wife when I get married. Hope springs eternal, right? We seem to get along wonderfully, though it is difficult because of the distance. She and I have talked about kink, but mostly at the moment we're getting to know each other on a vanilla level. If that works, we'll see where things go.

There is something I wish to make clear. I am a heterosexual man, and I enjoy anal play in many forms. Just because I enjoy that, does not make me homosexual. I think our society today has a very peculiar fixation with denying the less desireable aspects of our humanity. As humans, we fart. We shit, we fuck. The anus is a very real, and very sensitive, part of our bodies. When done tenderly and with care, extraordinary pleasure can be derived from it's stimulation. Simply because feces makes one uncomfortable, there is an attempt to reject it's very existance.

This is contrary to the reality of our nature, and, in my opinion, it is very unhealthy.